Do not beat yourself up: everybody here went thru the same period. We all have our " walls of shame" ( more precisely boxes in dark rooms). 
 View it as a price of learning. 
 On top of that, if the blade is wootz, you got a winner. Changing the handle is simple,  and a wootz pulwar will look gorgeous. Locals did it all the time, so you will continue the time-honored tradition:-)
		 
		
		
		
		
		
		
		
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